Exhausting

It's exhausting trying to educate society about adoption, it's exhausting to try to change the stereo typical myths of birthmothers, it's exhausting hearing adoption stories, it's exhausting missing my boys, it's exhausting and frustrating the lack of adoption laws and trying to change them, it's exhausting,it's simply exhausting. ~Joy

Get together

I talked to the Parents of my boys about a week ago and we talked about a few dates in which to meet. It will have been over a year since I have seen the boys. I am really excited to see the entire family. We will meet just the four of them and the two of us, my daughter and me. I have mixed emotions about it. I am excited and nervious, among a few other things I don't even know how to explain in words.